at a loss

I am feling a bit at a loss.
i just lost what i typed and now i am even more mad!!
forget it i am going to bed!

Romantic Love

Ya know what is attractive?
A man pining over his woman.
A man making decalrative statements to another about his woman.
A man who will be expressive about how he feels about her.
It feels good to hear; "I love you" or "You are beautiful" or "I like the way you.....".
A partner, a mate, a love, a friend, a confidant, a leader, is a strong secure man.

Me

Hey

God grant me the serenity

I want this to be a forum in where i can be free to express my emotions; the good, the bad and the ugly, without censor.
I cannot be completely free if i have to censor and i cannot be truly honest if i have to censor. I would fear judgement and criticism and be concerned with the content. I don't want to hurt anyone or condemn anyone so I would rather not publicize my thoughts. These are for my therapeutic benefit alone.